You're always...
Around when I feel like dying
life's so bad I feel like crying
But then I write you an email...or talk to you
You make me feel succure and happy

I never thought I'd meet someone like you...
I never thought I was worth such a person.....
I helped you thru so many dark nights...
Now it's your turn....

I know I said I'm fine...
But I don't really think I am
I haven't slept well since the last letter....

I've wanted to die for reasons unknown
I really don't mean to worry you...
I can't help it....

But I do thank you for everything you have done...
If I could ever repay you...
Tell me and I will....


I love you!


To Matt McCaw (Lost_Soul)