i'm bored,
i'm bored of this life,
of how i live it,
i'm bored of always being grounded,
with my family,
with my friends,
bored with not being able to do things,
and of the things i do.
i'm bored with all of me,
but mostly with all of you.
in my minds eye,
your all cookie cut outs,
your all the same,
same clothes,
same hair,
same personality.
i'm bored with watching everyone copy someone else,
and everything being the same.
your all like the rainbow after the storm,
always happy and colorful.
i'd like to see one of you feel the way i do.
depressed, lonely, unwanted.
but no,
you go on with your life,
ignoring me,
pretending i don't exist,
or judging me harshly for the way i am.
i give up,
i don't care anymore.
you have the same opinion as everyone else about me.
judge me however you want,
cuz i judge you too.
but the difference is i don't care,
and you do.