I posted this one other time on a past account, so don't freak if you think you have read this before. I thought it was good enough to put on my permanent account though, so here it is... again...

confused filled miseria
missing you at full
pondering thoughtless days
dreaming lonely nights
excentric blowing mind controlling
systematic decends
ritualistic groaning
followers demands
contrasting shaded moonlight
window tint without hope
insightful corruption
indescent grounds for love
canapie rising lava shoots along
singeing and reaming life
spilled paint streaks
miles worth of your trail
follow and indubidaibly fail
surrender love hopeless
chase closer hurts
horrific slender saphire
burning deep inside your eyes

crafts imagine lifeless
sounds emerge a scream
lonely in the dark
as fog turns to steam
calasing heartache
impossible mistake
grinding inside doubt
oh how deep my bodies ache
your sick fealing contagious
spreading through my veins
though forgetful through power
your love forever reins
stage set props in order
actors to the floor
lights come on but sadly
my star not ready, standing in the door

holiness enraged
as you could be engaged
my whole life is staged
as i lie caged
through my book I paged
without you I have aged
this grass root once saged
at myself feal raged

not simplistic balance
to exempt once a fealing
of what a night would bring
to only hear you sing
pillaging selfish pottery
skewed flowing airbrush
carefully born to rush
crackeling dew tears to a crush
flattersom healing
sylouettes join in one
to become part of that shadow I run
but alass, the deed has already been done



walk away, a trot
a horses eyes are mine
no longer look behind
it's just a waste of time........