My Plague Renounced

Love- the emotion that plagues my mind
Refusing to hide

Love- hope that keeps me alive
Asphyxiates the very body in which it thrives

Seems I always cease and desist here
Telling you all my wishes, each sincere
What did I ever do to allow renunciation again?
When all I ever wanted was someone to receive love I send
Riddled with all the emotions stuck inside
Is there anyone who will not renounce me?

Never good enough to be yours
Always to be a friend ignored
It took so much to bequeath one kiss
I desire so much exceeding this

I need someone sweet
One that won't hurt me or cheat
Someone attracted to me
For all the right reasons and things
Who realizes what will await
Before its too little too late.