"Wake Me"

I keep crying and inside I am dyeing
If you could only see, just what I hide inside……
My wrist do they bleed?
And my eyes are they blood shot?
Can’t you just end my pain?
I can’t go on with this hate of what is inside of me…
And what if I step off the edge?
Will you fall with me?
I can’t go on…
And if I do…..Meaningless….
Dread and despair for every day I wake..
And every new sunrise a constant reminder of the pain..
Why can no one tell me what is wrong with me?
Can you tell me what the eyes see in the absence of the mind?
Please let me cut tonight.
I don’t want to think any more
And I can not remove this memory from my body
So let me feel some other form of pain
To lessen the pain inside.
I need this
This black heart of mine
Is freezing over.
Dear Gods Wake Me!