I hate myself and everything affiliated
My fate, for 17 years, was anticipated.
No one lives forever, we will all fade
Everyday the options are weighed.
Why try to prevent death or agony
When all our lives end in tragedy.
Do you repress the inevitable day
When all of our lives turn grey.
Look around us, nothing remains
We are hindrances, simple stains.
This world will take its final turn
Not in our lifetime, but it will burn.
Constellations hide the very key
No one will hear our dying plea.
We are all alone, its simple and true
Death will reunite us all, strangely, we knew.
Some of us are happy with the lies
Others loathe these short, mortal ties.
We all find our strength after it's too late
Death will greet us at his hallowed gate.
Walk into his arms and feel his embrace
Then peer into his hidden, hooded face.
I cannot see him, but that doesn't matter
He cared when no one else saw me shatter.
The colours in the sky, are not near the ground
The colours are absent, grey and black are all around.
Look to the sky for beauty, seek grey for comfort
No need now for tears and pain, no longer suffer.
Love yourself if no one will, but it's not that easy
This cliff is high above it all, it is very breezy.
The colours are blown around you slowly
Now you are colourful, no longer smoky.
But now, you are unique and an outcast
Even in Death you're alone, now aghast.
Death is your only friend
He is the beginning of the end.