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I feel myself falling
Withdrawing into myself
Hiding in the closet of my mind
Where everything is known and safe
Where no one is trying to hurt me
Finally I see a glimmer of hope
A ray of light
A reason for opening up
And so I breathe again
Peace and serenity flow over me
And for the first time in a long time
I smile a true smile that begins inside
I glide down the hall shining from within
Suddenly the hall extends
Darkens
The paint on the walls appears to crack and droop
Like bags under an aged eye
And as I walk through the threshold
My closet awaits me
Triumphant once again
Basking in its devious glory
The grin of darkness envelops me once again
I settle in and curl up
Knowing this was never my place
People created this hell for me
I just live in it.