Your silence speaks volumes
It gets louder with every passing moment
The screaming becomes almost deafning
Reality sinks in
Moments later the truth catches up
What have I done?
What have I become?
My mistakes scream at me in the face
And I let them happen

I knew things were going to end this way
I chased the darkness within
Knowing how much it was going to hurt
The addiction fills my veins

The disgust
The hatred
The self loathing
It has all become me

I need to be alone
I am contagious
The void where my soul should be
Is in so much pain
New afflcitions ome with
New addictions

I have now forgotten who I once was
I'm ready to die