This is how it is when I am thinking of you…

Hit on me.
I know you do.
I know you want me.

But

I know you want her too.

I don’t want for a thing
Love and lust have brought me down to the very pits of ground.

Like me for what I write, for what I say.

Don’t try to tease and per sway me into you seductive grasp.

Without asking why

Am I this way
I write this way
I am who I am

Because I won’t give you a chance
I’ll play stupid. Everyone else thinks I am.
He he, I am a great fucking actor
A class a bullshiter.

This is about more than sex
This is about life
More than just wanting, this is about doing.

Proving.

Taking what you want
Making it yours

With all passion and desire
A rage and lust that burns like fire.

Clothing the broken naked soul before you.
Not just taking her

Taking her
Taking

But letting her take to

Giving her
Something solid to hold onto
 
Being able to wake to you
Being able breathe you
Being able to dream you
 
Overcoming your demons
So wake up from your fantasy
 
Words only go so far.
This is how it is when I am thinking of you…