I hide my tears behind a plastic smile,
I'm only going to live for a short while.

Along with these pills I swallow my pride,
death train comes, I go along for a ride.

I lay down on my blackened bed,
by morning hopefully I'll be dead.

They all thought I was in deep sleep,
now that they've noticed they sadly weep.

Isn't there suppose to be bright lights I walk to?
I only see this dark hole I fall through.

Family and friends all mourne at my wake,
Dear Satan, my soul is yours to take.

Down I go into the ground,
You see even with out me, the world still goes 'round.

One year since it happend, my bodies now rotten,
gladly now I am forgotten.