Persevere, please

Today is a day for making plans,
I can't feel this, not today
Work, work, work, work
No time for play.

Today is a day for shutting off
Never feel, never want, never need
Too busy, busy, busy
Keep everyone pleased.

Today I looked into the sky,
Heaving clouds dark with plot
Drip, drip, drip, drip
Keep walking, don't stop

Today I broke the one inside,
A useless girl, I wish she'd die
Cut her out, cut her out
I'm so tired of her cries.

Today I look at him with love,
An untruth, but not a lie
Keep him close
Weather the storm
Hope for love to be reborn
Try harder girl
Don't give in
Do better now
Forgive the sin...