Make Up My Heart

 This is old as hell, and I'm surprised it never made it on here till now.


I'm confused
Emotions running rampant
Life has caught me up in
its hurricane
and I'm stuck
Dizzy
Is this how I really feel?
Should it be him,
or another...
I want it to be him:
he's been broken,
hurt, in need of love and
a friend.
But then another part
of me, the part that's
been hurt,
says to stay away, not
get involved.
I wish I knew, or that he'd comply
Please help me make up my heart;
I'm confused.
© 2/15/06