At a Loss
By Ocean of Truth
And so it's this that you want...
Just a way to release
You've
been bashing on the door
For days
Even though it's open
Free finally to go to the world
And yet you only stare at
the door
Unable to grasp the handle
(or anything else it seems)
All the while people glance
Some stare at the complete incompetence
With pity, and some loathing
Two in particular have seemed
to take special interest
One who whispered through the door
Hoping
his endearments would be heard
The other sat behind, tears
growing in the corners of his eyes
He knew that trying too hard
to keep her would only make it worse
Had hoped beyond hope that
the cold stare would fade
The one that you see in a wild animal
that has lost the ability to roam
as nature intended
Maybe this one was meant to be free
Wandering upon this cozy campsite
With everything she would ever
need, it seemed
But it would never BE enough
How
can you give what you don't have?
Finally, he stands from
his place behind her...
Long forgotten who he was
Neither knew
anymore
All he knew was that it was time...
Time
to rid himself of this terrible situation...
Every night he
would wake from his sound sleep
Only to hear clawing at the door
With just a faint voice echoing each drag
She was gone from
him...
No longer a connection, but a gap
Now it felt more like
a gorge
So on this night he shall open the door
Allowing
her to run free in the night
And she surged past the faint-voiced
phantom
Quickly he grasped the phantom,
Sure to drag
him into the light, to atone for his sins
Only to realize it
was his face he stared into
Aged and shadowed, nonetheless it was
him
Lost and confused there was only one thing left to do
Strangle the life from the one responsible
Even
if it meant no future for himself
Comments on "At a Loss"
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On Friday, September 2, 2011, dwells
(4177) wrote:
Spooky and very clever, still thinking...
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On Friday, September 2, 2011, Ocean of Truth
(43) wrote:
The two men are one and the same, the phantom is just a different part of the man, a part that he has no control over and seems to have its own agenda. Fate is a funny thing...