Dreaming the Memories

The way I see your eyes,
the pain burns away.

The way I see your smile,
the clouds blow away.

The fears I feel, the lies i'm told, my mind stops thinking. My heart grows cold, for a will so bare. Legs unable to stand from the weight of my mind.
Smothered in tears, this rain of mine. A mere projection of my invisible scars. These memories won't die.
What I desire..no, what my body and mind requires to go on without a tear. Without all fear. No more waking in the night from dreams filled with pain. No more physical scaring and going insane.

I need this oh so hard to find but ever so real, a heart felt being with love thats real..

Such a beautiful dream..
A desire and need, a forever dream..
Never to be reallity.

I still see your face, still hear your voice, still remember your love. Forever instilled within me as I waist away in your memory.