My Love

By Sexy_Haunted

Through this life, Im just existing
In my mind, I hope and keep wishing
Myaybe just maybe...I'll find my love

As I hold back tears
Raise my glass in cheers
I gulp, and I smile anyway
In hopes that maybe, JUST maybe...I'll find my love

I glance in a mirror
Cut myself into pieces
With a heart that ices and freezes
Will one day melt when I find my love

I cry and I scream out
Please God! Know I exist
I have nowhere to go now
And you've been truly missed
Just HELP ME! HELP ME find my love!

Then finally depression has dropped
Tears and bad habits just seemed to stop
Growing so much, and bit by bit
My true love just found me without looking for it


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Copyright 2010 Sexy_Haunted
Published on Tuesday, December 14, 2010.     Filed under: "Love" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: I support Ainsof's comment about how love works...many times when I'm at my lowest, I just plain stop thinking about it. Then it happens. It gets scarier every time though....I still never know if it's truly what can last....because I don't know if it's truly how I feel....it is a strange animal....

  • Gray Vision On Wednesday, January 12, 2011, Gray Vision (425)By person wrote:

    This is beautiful, I hope you can one day find the one you're looking for or rather this individual finds you. Sometimes I really have to take some time and re-read these works then take a good look at the picture of the person that wrote it. I wonder how many times that beautiful face of yours has been drenched by its own tears and in this case not tears of joy but sorrow. Just take your time, be patient and by the grace of God, I hope that he answers your prayers. In the mean time I'll keep you in mines. Thank you for sharing =)

  • scarletara On Saturday, January 1, 2011, scarletara (58)By person wrote:

    i hope u find ur love! my true love found me w out either of us looking for it. i've never been so truly madly deeply in love. i enjoyed ur poem, ur words mirroring some of my thoughts. thank u for sharing this beautiful poem!

  • Poetic-Realm On Friday, December 17, 2010, Poetic-Realm (258)By person wrote:

    this one hit me right at home, really powerful and the structure of it is astounding. I really enjoyed this :]

  • A former member wrote: hmmmm.... sometimes love is how you make it.... I mean.... perhaps it is not found, but created..... but then again.... maybe it creates us. nicely composed, well expressed.

  • ubiquitoussoul On Wednesday, December 15, 2010, ubiquitoussoul (346)By person wrote:

    I hope you found/find your true love.. not sure if at the end you actually did or it's what you want to happen. Now be patient as I .. I understand when you say "without looking for it".. someone whom your going to love will not look for it.. they will look for you and who you are inside.. I know it's easy to swallow it all and smile .. I would drink a glass with you anyday.. Cheers! To our loves, future,(past) and present! this was an exceptional piece that ends beautifully..

  • Sexy_Haunted On Tuesday, December 14, 2010, Sexy_Haunted (4)By person wrote:

    Thank you so much!!! That was definitely from the heart :-)

  • A former member wrote: i'm speechless. i love it. thank you so much for sharing.

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