Serenity VS Chaos

 So close...
And interfered with
My heart had not felt happiness until you came
Your eyes drew me in
Making everything serene
Your hot touch made the numbness fade
And I could feel once more
You made me feel beautiful
Like no one ever could before
You made me feel like I could do anything
Now I can only 
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Of being held in your arms once more
Of being kissed by your soft and luscious lips
Of being yours and only yours
As you walk 
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The happiness goes with you 
And the numbness returns
I feel d e a d 
And since you 
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Serenity is gone and chaos ensues