It's all coming back
Daytime turning black
The dark cloud has returned
As I feel my insides burn

That little blue pill
It now makes me ill
I thought I was past this
It's all I can do to unclench my fists

The thoughts, those feelings..........
Creeping back, I thought I was healing
Another lie, another cover up
My head swimming in thick muck

All my intentions were good
My emotions have been misunderstood
Now that it's back
I have to cover my tracks

Be careful what I say
And fake happy during the day
Paste on that smile....
My stomaches filling with vile

Happiness was my obsession
The blue pill had me in a possession
Only for a little while though it seems....
Now I have to fight back my depression