"Reality"

By Grim_Sorrow

lost in words
the tangled malformation of loves antiquity
she came to me
the epidemy of my hearts effigy

i don't know what to do
i don't know how to feel
it hurts
i want to cry out
i want her to realize I'm not like them
damn them
fuck them
its those fucking people
those people who make the world what it is
who make us into that which we can not stand
those people who keep us apart
I've seen her
the real her
I've held her
I've loved her
and she hates me for it
i hate me for it
it hurts
the emotional indiscretion and absolution
the angst and dubiety
to know she'll always be apart of me
I cant just pass her bye,walk away
this overwhelming desire
to show her what i truly feel
what she means to me

but she is stronger than me

and despite my attempts she has bested me,

I loved you, though i don't know why, i needed you,



now i fear that neither of us will be happy.

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Copyright 2010 Grim_Sorrow
Published on Wednesday, April 14, 2010.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: I loved this. Finally a guy speaks out in words that make sense. None of that sexual crap, just straight up words.

  • A former member wrote: bitter-sweet, i must say, but amazing piece.......write on.......~S

  • A former member wrote: why does it have to be so complicated? I am all in confusion having read this, but what I really think is that you speak so much truth and pain, and this grim reality of you is infinitely poetic.

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