Dear my love,
    You saw the scars on my wrists today. Your anger just made me hate myself more. The way you looked into my eyes, seeing my fear, sorrow, and dread. You saw into my soul that I was weak. You saw the terror that lay enveloping my shattered heart as some type of dominating disease. You saw my clock ticking its last beats because of what I was going to next. Instead of holding me in your arms telling me everything will be alrite, that I wont be alone, not tonight because you would be right there keeping me safe and protected but just stared at me. No words exited from those soft lips I onced kissed, only tears from those eyes I once saw love in. Each drop of hate that left a broken footprint upon your cheek made me want to rip myself apart. Then from that look your heart gave to mine made me see that it was over, my promise was broken. You left me to my biggest fear, being alone. SO as to say I will not cause you anymore pain or grief from those damn scars on my wrist. No, tonite is the last night that I will cry myself to sleep. That my nightmares wont be reality and the haunting devil inside will not control me. Tonite is the last night, that you will have to think about how much pain im in. Soo my dear love, goodbye. You deserve someone who wont make you cringe everytime you see a bottle of pills or a sharp knife. No be free and live, while I will be forgotten. 
 
                              Sincerely,
                    The lost girl you once loved