My breakdown

I had a mental breakdown. Basically, one every few months I go completely crazy, shave my hair shorter, take a lot of showers, and cut myself. So here's what I wrote, keep in mind I'm an atheist.

Haha. Rivers of blood come to wash away the bad. Self inflicted upon the unholy, none left to take the god's sword from his dry dead hands. None left to watch the blood dry off the arm. Wait! Is that a stirring among the corpses? Yes, there are two, always two. A holy, and an unholy knight sent to repeat the cycle of stupidity, rage, vandalism, and finally, the tidal waves of blood once again come to wash away greed. Self inflicted among the holy and unholy alike. yet no god shall disgrace this earth with the same pungent odor of subliminal defecation other than Jehovah, the original who bore the son who bore the son who we call Jesus Christ. Again, rivers of blood wash away the holy and unholy alike, again to punish the good and bad alike.No angels sing, No clouded heaven, all myth, all heaven is just despair, waiting for the next cycle of blood. And the current god to be washed away and forgotten, replaced by a new one.