"the only sort of pain or melancholy I could ever find beautiful "
is you
violin
the sound of your strings
pulling me along your purpose
brings my heart to slave
tender sustains
a soft begin and a soft end
just like the life I long to die in
yearning my mind to hold each note
until you release your next
so I may revel in that
a balance I am lost inside of
your vibration
the cycle of eternity
breaths the love of life through my soul
you are my control
warm sense of heartache
and a hot zeal for life
I desire your vibrato to fill my libido
as an epic symphony
you speak to me
through strings
you are my theory of life
and the first creations by god
your are what I imagine
the sea of spirit to be
lovely and beautiful and everywhere enveloping me
in awe and melancholy