Suicide Note 3

Dear Blood

I write to you and as soon as you get this I will be dead
I really done it this time watch it pour out from my head

The pain does not come from you this time
This time it is from something much worse
It is from a love once lost to commit a crime
I cannot go on for a lifetime stuck in a curse

The pain is unimaginable beyond your wildest dreams
To know of it will keep you awake with painful screams

Sorry for ignoring you but I stopped cutting
You think I'm going back to that time but no
Tired of slow pain and the scars that show
I'd rather end my life quick so you can just go

My relation with you is slow pain and scars won't go away
I've found this gun to be faster so I can end my life today

Signed by a lifetime of regret

Suicide

I mean it this time!