Hate and cherry cake

Today
I hate

I take my time
To hate
For a little while
Everyday
Alone
Anyway

But today
Is different

Because
This is the day
I hate
Everything and all
A thousand times
More
Than any other day

I'm sitting at my desk
Writing this crap
Tormenting the keyboard
With my filthy claws
Wearing my favorite
Black non-thinking cap

Moment of concentration..
Never having felt
So balanced
I exhale the last
Tiny fragment of
The last particle
Of goodness and calm left in me

I inhale
The crude blunt jagged
-H A T R E D-
Let it blend with
Every single fiber
Of my being
And Intertwine
With the very
Quintessence
Of my soul

I let it infill.
My lungs.
Infuse.
My heart.
Imbue.
My brain.
Twist.
My mouth.
Into a wickedly
Twisted smile.
My eyes portray.
The Lust.
To rape the Universe.
No lube I need.
I am ready to get d i r t y.

I treacherously
Imprison it inside me

The tranquility itself
Before the storm
No way you are leaving
b i t c h
I need you today

It is raw
impure
And coarse
n o w
But likewise
A master blacksmith
I purify
Distill
Cleanse
Scour
Refine
Clarify
And in its own
Hellfire
Forge

When I unsheathe
The outright Tempest
Of self-righteousness
It sings
A cacophony of maelstrom
It feels like
I could banish
Any entity
Back
Into
Singularity
With the merest thought

---

(she enters the room)

In honey, mist and haze
Flavored voice..
I whisper..
'Honey..?'
'Yes?'
'Have a cherry..'
'Why?'

'BECAUSE THERE IS ACTUALLY A TINY CHANCE THAT YOU WILL CHOKE ON IT YOU FUCKING WHORE!'