Joykiller

am here to show you
That you have no life of your own
I am the leech that sucks the joy from you
Forget what you think you know about free will
You are a number
A pawn

The more you bleed
The fatter I become
So you better go breed
For I shall never cease to exist
I shall never begone

Look into my hollow eyes
Give in the pitch black flow of despair, anxiety
They are colder than ice
Darker than hell
Dead end of impropriety, gaiety

I will whip you till you start crying blood
I will kneel, masturbate, spit at you and laugh

No one can hear your suffering my dear
No one will help you to end it
You gaze upon me
Your expression austere
Your stare stripped of all wit

You ask why?
In the most innocent disbelief
You thirst for story of me
Becoming emotions thief

I was like you once
My mind dove
Full of life
Joy
Hope
And love

Something somewhere went wrong
I have no idea what though
Perhaps I ventured somewhere I didn't belong
One day I woke up
My eyes' reflection in the mirror
Have ceased to glow

Tormenting you, my sweetheart
Will never bring me back to life
I for ever lost to hope navigational chart
Though it shall, by all means, make me feel more alive

One more thing you should know before we part
It is you who ruins yourself recklessly
May be you were born to create some abstract art
May be you were born to be fed upon by me

Surely you are too afraid to choose
Bored and annoyed
I am going back to limbo
Enjoy your perpetual damnation
Without a mere prospect of salvation