"giveing in tonight"

in your eyes
was i worth hurting?
is it better now you don't have me?
i would have died for you
but you thru it away like i am nothing.
tonight i say my last goodbyes,
and i speak peasce to all i have wornged
breathing is a laabor to me now.
everytime i think of you i feel the emptyness mroe
and the hate of my self grows
because in the end i know
you didn't leave because you didn't want a relation ship
or because you met someone else
you left me for the same reason everuone else dose
because you don't want me
or my problems.
i don't blame you,
i am not worth liveing
i am sick of myself.
and this life that only brings me pain
my eyes can barly read now as i am writeing this
my life has been a fuck up from the day i was concived
and now i intend to correct this mistake
the only way i can fix what i have done
is to give in
and i have wanted to for so long
without love there is no point in me trying
so here it is
i loved you with all of my heart,
but i guess i am just to much to deal with
so to make it easy for everyone
so i don't fuck up just one more thing
i am giveing in tonight