Until Then (Pt2)

By soldier

I don't know why I feel like this
but i can't get rid of it
this feeling inside
I'm trying to move on
but I'm stuck in the past
I don't know why I feel like this
but i can't get rid of it
this feeling inside
I'm trying to move on
but I'm stuck in the past


those few months were lovely
I wouldn't take them back for anything
but now I have to move on
and try something new
try for some one new


but I can't now
and I guess that's why i was stuck on you
I'm moving away and there's too little time
I wish you'd come with me
but your not ready for that


I wish you were
I'd take you with me every where
we'd cross oceans
we'd visit foreign countrys
we'd live like gypsies


but we can't now
we're not together
and we probably won't be again
so I have to forget
I have to forget it all


I can't though
it was too good
I want to relive it
like other time in my life
maybe one day I can


but until then I"ll keep living
keep moving on
keep trying to find a place to call home
keep trying to find some one to call my own
but I'll never for get you


I'll keep you stored
a memory just like the rest
but I didn't want you to be like the best
I wanted you to be the last
but your not


your just one of the others
and I'm sorry for that
more for myself then for you
I shouldnt feel like this
but I do


I'm sorry for anything I might have done
I love you
and I'll always be your friend
and I know I'll probably never be there again
but I wish I was


I wish I was right beside you now
but that's the feeling I have to forget
because i know I'll never be in your arms again
if I am, I'll have to wait
until then


I love you
I'll miss you
I won't for get you
I'm leaving
and I probably won't be back


good bye
and farwell


~Damascus


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Copyright 2010 soldier misses her even more
Published on Sunday, May 16, 2010.     Filed under: "Poetry"

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For Patti
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  • soldier On Thursday, May 27, 2010, soldier (22)By person wrote:

    every time I re-read this it just makes me insecure, I just feel like I won't ever find a place to settle, all I have is a wish and a memory and something in my heart that tells me to not stop searching until I find that area or that place in time that I can feel secure and just live there for the rest of my

  • soldier On Thursday, May 27, 2010, soldier (22)By person wrote:

    life, as a hermit, alone, with some kind of inner happiness, wow.... that was more of a rant, I'm sorry nevermind

  • ubiquitoussoul On Sunday, May 16, 2010, ubiquitoussoul (346)By person wrote:

    Heartfelt man..more like a stab or a brick sinking to the bottom of your stomach..anyway..that sucks to be the friend..cant say i know the feeling but this was a nice write nonetheless..would make an excellent song

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