Walking in fear of love

By SilentDreamer

Torn in two
Fearing the pain I once felt
It stalks my every step
The scar is still there
The wound still fresh
Thou over a year has passed
I live in utter fear of love
Of feeling something toward anyone
Fearing what might happened
Afraid to lose anyone else to my mindless trap

I want to pull away but… I want to be so close
I can’t have both
I can’t stay safe and lean into you
I want to let go and fall

His grasp long ago lifted from my arm
Thou I still feel his fingers wrapped around my wrist
Holding me back
Holding me next to him as he wandered on with his life
I want to break away but I fear the pain
The next step would be the worst
Leaving it all behind
Taking a step toward you and leaving him behind

My games no longer keep me safe
They cause me more problems then I can handle
I want nothing more then something straight forward
But I walk in fear of love

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© 2007 Nicole Suthard
Published on Saturday, February 17, 2007.     Filed under: "Love" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: Fearing what might [have] happened, Holding me next to him as he [wandered] on with his life.. Grammer Mistakes. As for the Sonnet. It seemed well forced. Life you were forced to write it instead of inspired ][ ][

  • EnlightenedFailure On Tuesday, February 20, 2007, EnlightenedFailure (13)By person wrote:

    I dont think [have] would be the right tense Insanity... i Belieave it should just be [happen]....

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