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seize the fucking day
By call to arms
your scent lingers on my clothes
it screams your very being.
your words replay
to drive me insane
and i know exactly what you do
i know exactly what you are.
i hate myself
for missing something
i knew i couldn't hold.
you're forever
and i'll always be never to you.
i should have never kissed you,
now i wish i'd never met you.
god, i smell you all over
and i just want to hold you
and show you,
but i know you know.
how could you not?
it's so perfect, it's fucking flawed.
everything about this
cries regret
and wishful thinking.
knowing damn well what you are.
i know what you are
and still...
screaming infidelities
a blind shot
a worthless cause
i hate you
for what i've become.
allowing myself
maybe a second
or just a moment
because i need one more chance.
and if i'm stuck here again
then i have to.
but i can't.
when i see it,
you...
your eyes and that fucking clever smile.
i don't know where or when
i just...there needs to be an end
there has to...
i need to smile.
i'm taking your goddamn advice.
gonna seize the fucking day.
cause if it is
or ever was real
i gotta kill it.
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© 2006 call to arms
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A former member wrote:
So vengeful, so bitter, so..."need-to-go-back-to-yesterday-to-feel-that-moment-just-once-more"...truly a feeling I became close friends with a couple times...the imagery in this...sheer excellence. ~*Beth*~
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A former member wrote:
I am so glad that you wrote this. It was very well written. It's exactly what I'm going through. With all hopes everything will be well again for both of us.
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