my mind wonders
as my world falls apart
i look into the mirror of time
all the beautiful colors fade to grey
i blink...no change
rub my eyes...nothing
i stare into the void of my own reality
a sweet furious grin of boredom in my soul
my job is of no more
spent is my money
all i have is my honey
all this time has passed
as i come to realize
what ive always known
color starts to come back now
she IS my world
colorful and beautiful, peaceful, perfect
she is all i will ever need
when she moves in with me
support her i must
its time now
a once dusty resume is now blown off
used it shall be once more
to give us hope of a better life
applied i am
waiting now
waiting for a call of hope



the begining of this one sounds a lot like the first one i posted i know but i have revised this one from its original just completed a couple hours ago. and on the first one i will probably lose the first three lines to use elsewhere and to keep the beginings of these two from being so alike. please comment on this one opinions and suggestions greatly appreciated good or bad