shes gonna kill herself

By coly

How can one deny there mom
How can a mom deny a child?
Flesh and blood heart and soul
I thought a child was a precious keep sake a parent’s heart and soul
My little brother got taken away about two years ago
He’s always been mommy’s favorite
Never has he done any wrong maybe cuz he’s the living image of her husband who by the way is dead


She killed my sister not on purpose but she did
My dad died six months later
And now I fear the poor old tweeker's gonna go out with a blow
For she just found out my poor little bros up for adoption
And no longer can they speak
I feel so mean for being happy the bro who I have raised to be my own is actually happy
And im happy for him

But then once again I fear that my dear little mom will go over the edge try to kill herself again only now I have no control I’m no were around I cant stop her this time
As a mother worries about a child
This daughter worries for her mom I’ve been having nightmares that she’s dead
My fear is that this night mare is a preminission and within the months it will be reality
And what’s daughter to do without her precious mommy

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© 2006 coly
Published on Friday, March 31, 2006.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • MESUN On Monday, April 17, 2006, MESUN (230)By person wrote:

    add me among the people with open arms if you should need someone. other than that, i don't have anything i feel is good enough to say for this, other than better days to you.

  • A former member wrote: I feel the pain for whitch you speak and I am truly sorry for this pain, same goes for me, my mother is always on a twick so I lived all my life alone, I am once again sorry for you pain, I like your work alot keep up the good writes

  • veingo On Friday, March 31, 2006, veingo (533)By person wrote:

    God Coly, I'm sorry to hear this. I too am here, if you need someone to talk to, or someone to listen. ^V^

  • A poet of madness On Friday, March 31, 2006, A poet of madness (115)By person wrote:

    dude, that sucks. that's one of the few things i'm glad to say i haven't had to deal with, but if ya need somebody to talk to, ya can always dpmail or email me. ya got my yahoo address, which is also the only email i check on a regular basis.

  • A former member wrote: My mother had some of the same qualities.. unfortunately, she's not here now.. all I can say is try to rationalize with her, and if you can't do that.. tell someone who could do something to help her..

  • A former member wrote: oh my. I'm very sorry *hugs* maybe talk to her about it? let her know what you feel?

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