Too Many Memories

Another day goes by, and the pain is still here.
I don't want to feel it no more, I want it to dissapear.
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I wish my heart would just stop, and my blood would not flow.
Maybe then my problems would be solved, they would've been gone long ago.
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So I sit on my bed, razorblade in hand.
As the blood trickles my eyes close, enduring the only pain I can stand.
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But my eyes have closed for too long, and the cuts are too deep.
As I realise what has happened, the tears start to creep.
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So I lay in my own blood, Not too much longer will I last.
I did this to myself though, I just couldn't let go of my past.