Awakening of self
self image shattered
self infliction battered
broken heart scattered
and as i
try to put myself together
i find
pieces missing
f o t e
.r.m .h
puzzle
throughout life
never knew
exactly what the hell i was feeling
what the hell i was doing
other than
///feeding///
filling
a


v
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......i
..........d


that was in my soul
awakening of self
self feeding
needing
longing
clinging
to things i didnt know anything about
now know to much
a process of hurting
angish
pain
screaming
healing
mending
finding
awakening of self