How I led myself to think it was possible
I just do not know
you are clearly happy with what you have
you are involved already
with two people in fact
perhaps other people as support as well
plus I can never keep track of you
maybe there is reason we do not talk so often
I do not want to hurt you
nor myself
been rejected on this occassion twice before
so maybe I should just back out early
because overall
I am sorry
and take this as you wish
but I just do not think it will work out
with all you seem to have already
even if I knew for sure
what is the point?
I just cannot do it