What is this supposed to mean?
is there meant to be a definition for such a thing
perhaps so
or perhaps not
either way I can see the occassions when it is
what looks and seems like it is meant to be
I offer my advice and it turns out good
I smile knowing I can make people happy
even though things are not always told to me right away
I can see through lies and bullshit
and I can find someone when they play hide and seek with feelings
trying my best to assist others
make everyone happy
but not everyone can be happy
I have accepted that
so much so
mostly in my case however
but as long as I can provide happiness to others
I am happy and content with it
it is what is best
trying to see what really is meant to be in this world

Helping people through the bullshit in life
as I am trusted and I can aide the person
or simply reject them due to the other person being stubborn
no matter what still taking pride in the few I can help
mostly being the ones who really matter anyway
some of which are not worth my time
spending the least time upon myself as I do not believe in this
as it has not come my way
thinking it was
I was forced to give it up
so I am where I am today
hoping day by day for the possibility of change
but if so I see it nowhere in the near future
so I make the best of what I still believe in for the sake of other
I may not believe in what I preech for myself
but end result as happier friends
a happier me
a happier overall result
the only thing I care about being meant to be at this point
is friends trusting me like they know they can
and being happy in solitude to an extent while helping others in the process

Strange results I have placed myself with
but I have learned much
for good and for bad
what is meant to be really
who is to say
I refuse to think about it anymore
and congratulate the few occassions
in which I believe it can be true