It is mentioned
and I keep thinking
goddammit...why?
this cannot happen
how will I go on
but it is not about me
never has been
not caring if I am believed or not
now though I have a different approach

Just let it all go
throw my feelings aside
let what has to happen take place
and see where things will go from there
will things be better this way?

I thought no
but lately I think maybe so
no more nervewrecking moments
and you become the better person you want to be

I have high hopes for you
and wish you good luck
you will be happy
and I will be happy for you
but I will have to try really hard
to make me, myself happy