So much to be learned
when you enter a world of love
you have your good times
and you have your bad

The good can make you feel
like you have never felt before
the bad can destroy you
and put you into states of depression

I do not regret the things I have done
I just wish they were more thought out
I would not be where I am now
if I was not so goddamn stupid

Misleading
lying
cheating

All for what?
for caring way too much
and look what comes in return...

Two quotes
two different relationships

"There are no garuntees, as you said...It will go where it goes."
"I'm like your suitcase, just waiting on you..."

Both to me mean the same thing
because one seems to care and the other one does not
however the are no garuntees out there
no love is for sure anymore
so I have a new approach

Thanks so much
because now I could care less
I care not about what makes the girl happy
because I need to make myself happy
before I can make others happy

When you care so much
then find out it was all a lie
it crushes your soul
but if you do not throw your heart out to someone
to be able to stomp all over you
and you really just do not care as much
it matters not to you
and life moves on much easier

Henceforth, my statement...
love is best when you don't give a fuck