Restless (The Bleeding Heart Theory)

By MidniteBlaze

Constantly deprived of sleep
because I cannot be loved
even if you care so much
it falls apart
love is simply a double-edged sword
that rips upon my heart constantly
everytime I take the plunge
I am to become hurt
no questions
no doubt on my mind about this
my eyes hurt from the tears
and from the deprivation of sleep
I close them and try to drift off
and hope I do not fall alseep
because if I do the pain gets worse
haunted by my own nightmares
because in the end
nobody gives a fuck
so just stop loving me
because it hurts for me to love
you do not know how
and I no longer want to know how

This is what I tell myself
but I keep pursing in things I know will hurt me
I dig upon my own grave
restless I shall be
because of the constant heartbreak
all the way up until the day I die
I expect so much
yet get so little
I give them my heart
and they take my soul
eating away at the heart that is left
the damaged one that keeps on pumping
hoping someone is out there
I might as well just throwdown on myself like I used to
cause myself the pain
except take it to the next level
the second I put myself to rest
the bleeding heart theory exists no more
I can rest in peace

Unauthorized Copying Is Prohibited. Ask the author first.
Copyright 2005 MidniteBlaze
Published on Thursday, August 18, 2005.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
Log In or Join (free) to see the special features here.

Comments on "Restless (The Bleeding Heart Theory)"

Log in to post comments.
Contribution Level

MidniteBlaze's Favorite Poets
MidniteBlaze's Favorite Works
Share/Save This Post



Join DarkPoetry Join to get a profile like this for yourself. It's quick and free.

How to Criticize Without Causing Offense
© 1998-2024 DarkPoetry LLC
Donate
[Join (free)]    [More Poetry]    [Get Help]    [Our Poets]    [Read Poems]    [Terms & Privacy]