Excerpts From a Victim. Part. 1
By Possesion
Excerpts From a Victim.:
I Was drunk, I had partied all night, and screamed at my best friend to
let me go. And he did, he could never have stopped me.
I had been walking for almost an hour, and was barely out of town. Very
few cars passed me this late at night.
I had just turned down a ride from a male in his mid to late thirties
in big 80s style glasses. he scared me.
I was so drunk I hadn't even noticed the effects pull me down.
but I kept walking, still walking.
Headlights behind me coming slowly and they pull beside me,
"Hey sweet Cheeks" I had forgotten about my skirt.
too short, too tight, at that moment i felt exposed, but i kept walking.
there were three teenage guys in the car next to me.
"I donf neeed a ryde hume" So drunk my tongue felt misused in my mouth.
I kept walking but they just cruised at an easy 5 an hour next to me with
the windows down.
"We don't mind giving you a lift, it will be okay." He'd noticed the stains
from tears and eyeliner on my cheeks.
"Okay..." and i opened the door and i got in sloppily.
"Just get me home safely Please" i asked, The first non-idiotic, thought
out thing i'd said all night.
It would have been another hours walk. I knew I was stupid for leaving
that party. I Scolded myself and prayed to god the only way i knew how..Silently.
My Unanswered Prayer.: Dear god just please get me home. tomorrow is sunday,
i'll be too hungover for morning mass but i can make it at night, please
god just get me home safely. I know im mislead and i've lied to you before.
But your supposed to forgive me! please..
"So you can call me Shane, i'm only 13" I Saw the driver flinch in front
of me, but i didnt take it into examination. I noticed the eyes of the
other two passengers shoot worriedly to the driver but he seemed to not
notice..
12 minutes into the ride, it had gotten quiet... When the car stopped.
And i idiotically mentioned "But i'm not home".
The driver got out and the door next to me opened, I looked to him almost
expectantly, but i was grabbed from behind. the one in the backseat next
to me. His hands were soft but his grip was firm. and then he put the cloth
to my mouth and i held my breath and bit his hand.
It didnt matter that he'd dropped the cloth. the driver grabbed my ankles
and dragged me out of the car. the one who'd so kindly tryed to drug me
shook his head and i heard him say "This could have been so easy for you"
We'd turned off of the highway, into what seemed like a driveway. but there
was no home.
My head hit while falling out of the car. i stumbled to get up, i could
really feel the effects of my alcohol abuse shaking me. Damn that bottle
of jack daniels that held me so close.
The passengers now out of the car. the one so caring wouldn't restrain
me, but the other two had no objections.
And i felt myself hit the dirt. i noticed i'd landed on a rock. it hurt.
but it was nothing as to what would come. the driver was the leader i could
feel it in his words as he shouted orders to his boys. The walked off slightly,
as he ripped open my corset.
"So damn hot and so damn young, i got lucky tonight"
My skirt no longer there and i felt that i was bare.
Comments on "Excerpts From a Victim. Part. 1"
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On Monday, March 16, 2015, Erotic Asphyxiation
(13) wrote:
This makes me angry. This makes me so angry. You wrote it so well. This makes me so angry and there are no words I can string together in any language to accurately convey the level of my rage.
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On Tuesday, September 13, 2005, MidSummers Eve
(38) wrote:
If i had the power, none of this would have happened, to you or anyone else, i hope you got revenge for what these *uckers did to you.
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On Tuesday, September 13, 2005, MidSummers Eve
(38) wrote:
But it was really well written, thank you for opening up to us.
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A former member wrote:
This really is....uncomfortable....but amazingly written....please keep going, your writing's amazing
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On Thursday, September 1, 2005, TheBardOfBlasphemy
(357) wrote:
this is terrible... i feel sick thinking about part 2... hope it involves several castrations
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On Monday, August 15, 2005, Doc
(143) wrote:
I teach criminal countermeausures so that people have a better chance of not being in a sitation like this, i wish more people took advantage of it.
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On Monday, August 15, 2005, Doc
(143) wrote:
Its horrible. If you care this is what ive actualy dedicated some part of my life trying to prevent, I teach women criminal countermeasures, so that in the event of this, even while intoxicated, they have a better chance of getting out of it, or not getti
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On Sunday, August 7, 2005, ApathysKiss
(377) wrote:
oh my, this is the worst thing that could happen to anybody....i felt this so bad =( i sympathise with you. i've met a low-life similar to them in a date.
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On Sunday, August 7, 2005, ApathysKiss
(377) wrote:
luckily he never got far, i was strong enought to fend him off. despite the fact the responses seem to blame you for your clothes, there is no excuse for any guy to rape a woman or vice versa for that matter.
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On Sunday, August 7, 2005, Possesion
(136) wrote:
Thanks for actually getting that, I personally think Yeah, Maybe my style of dress could be wrong, But that doesn't give anyone the right to hurt me. Glad to hear you got away okay on a date with a loser, date rapes are horrible... Rape is wide-spread and
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On Sunday, August 7, 2005, Possesion
(136) wrote:
it doesn't matter what your wearing, or where you are. I've found that out from the support groups I've been shoved into.
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On Monday, August 8, 2005, ApathysKiss
(377) wrote:
besides, you were at a party...unless there's some hidden stupid logic to dress like a 'dag.' yeah...
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On Tuesday, August 9, 2005, Six-Out
(1423) wrote:
Not so much conservative old fashioned clothes, it just pisses me off to see children running around in shit that barely covers anything. It's not old fashioned dear, it's just what I consider decency.
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On Tuesday, August 9, 2005, ApathysKiss
(377) wrote:
[cont.] when you grow up and have kids six i'd like to see you keep your teenaged daughters in conservative old-fashioned clothes. my initial comment was exactly that. pfft.
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On Tuesday, August 9, 2005, ApathysKiss
(377) wrote:
[to below] you have a point with getting drunk but no i don't have a problem with a 14 year old dressed scantily at a party because they do that these days, it's called being a 'teenager.'
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On Monday, August 8, 2005, Six-Out
(1423) wrote:
You don't see a problem with a 14 year old being dressed scantily, and drunk at a party?
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On Monday, August 8, 2005, Possesion
(136) wrote:
You have a point ^_^
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On Saturday, August 6, 2005, serotonin lost
(140) wrote:
so should these boys, all of them. how's your faith? because if there is a god then he aloud this happen. maybe you should re-concider your beliefs.
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On Saturday, August 6, 2005, Six-Out
(1423) wrote:
Who would want a God that changed things because we made stupid decisions?
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On Saturday, August 6, 2005, Possesion
(136) wrote:
i've already lost hope in my fathers God.
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On Saturday, August 6, 2005, Six-Out
(1423) wrote:
So...you were drunk at a party, wearing skimpy clothes, and are only 14? Your parents should be shot.
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On Saturday, August 6, 2005, Possesion
(136) wrote:
I agree. But what can I say.
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On Saturday, August 6, 2005, Six-Out
(1423) wrote:
That if you weren't drunk at a party, and wearing skimpy clothes walking down a dark highway at night, that this wouldn't happen?
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On Saturday, August 6, 2005, Possesion
(136) wrote:
Point well taken.