Never Changing

You seem to really care now
when before your actions
would clearly speak out to me
you did not care
and now that I have broken free
from my own self-binding
you all of a sudden hold our time and chats dearly
while actually supporting me for once
kinda wierd
and I do not really know where or why the sudden kindness
but my mind is made up about things
and I will not change it
support me or not
care about me or not
love me or hate me
it does not matter anymore
as I now know where things stand
and soon I will be involved within my own ordeals
still being there for you when you need me
but to expect the same from the past
as you said before
"it's in the past now..."
and I could not agree more