Why Would You Ever Care?

You wonder why I do things
you have the nerve
several people do
I am always here for you guys
but it is never the same in return
someday I will just move on without you all
because you are honestly not worth my time
I am done
I am tired
lost sleep over nonsense
who is here
and who is not
who the hell cares
what is done is done
I help you out
and you stab away
at my feelings
my heart
I offer assistance
you offer betrayal
so through with this
yet I continue to let it happen
after all what are friends for right?