You continue to run away
running away solves nothing my friend
I love you like a brother
but this just is not the way to go
I find it hard to believe
that to this day you still betray your friends trust
it was not me this time
but either way I hear about it
because we are all supposed to stick together
but you seem to want your own life
everyone will eventually
but for now there are lots of rough times
and we still live dependantly with parents
at low points
we are there for each other
but you remain distant
non-accessable
I pray for you, I really do
how do you expect to keep friends this way
I just do not get it
you may tell me everything later like usual
you may not
either way I will find out
and even then you probably will stall
but I make it not my problem anymore
as I am quite used to all this
I slowly take my steps away
and just hope you can do the best for yourself
because I refuse to go down with you
when I do not even know what is going on
and you refuse to stay in contact
fool me once with trust shame on you
fool me twice with trust shame on me
further than that is me giving in and being stupid
knowing your motive will always be the same
sorry my friend, I cannot help you any further
only you can help yourself
facing the problem is only the first step
and people can help you with that
from there is up to you
if you are even willing to help yourself