Non Acceptance

I am through with it all
and ready to venture on
more towards my future path I need to be on
and ignoring the friends and family in the process of doing so
goodbye old world
as I leave my old views behind

My view of love,
fucked
relationship ready
forget about it
steal my soul away
I no longer want a second chance

I continue on with a false sense of hope
knowing not much will go well
downfalls are bound to happen
and not many I know really care
out of the few who do
one maybe two will follow for a lifetime

This new status of non acceptance does not bother me one bit
the only recognition I want is anything that puts me forward in life
I am through with all the fun and games
it is that time in life in which I must truly grow up
restraining myself from reoccuring past events
and hopefully restoring a faith and confidence within myself

Cast away are my feelings of the past
inspirational thoughts are my feelings of the present
if both turn out to be quite well
establishing happiness and a decent living are my feelings for the future