I knew it all along
I saw it
something always changes between us
there is always something different
why could you not just tell me
instead of leaving me in the dark
and turning to people you never wanted to be with again
people who hurt you
instead of coming to me
what did I ever do wrong to you
what did I do to deserve this unrequitted love
it just happens time and time again
my obsession and passion for you is what kills me
it drives a knife deep into my heart
there is no hope
there is no god
there is no justice in this world
I remain alone in this dark world
waiting until I just cannot take it anymore
to put a silent end to it all
downed beyond repair
loved you once
love you still
but none left for me
and that seems to be your thrill
make me suffer
drive it deeper and deeper
until I die
just save me the suffering
being so goddamn nice just isn't worth it
it is so much to ask for you to love me
even if I cannot see you often
is it that much just to love me
love me
love me
yet hate me
is what you do
I love you
you love me
I love you
you hate me
what a cruel love life to have
why even bother anymore?