Perhaps we realize we were harsh to one another
our sincerest apologies go out to each other
I still love you
you still love me
for whatever it means
I know it shall never be the same for you though
I am sorry sweetheart but you just will not ever get it
I want to replay the past
I want to start over without actually starting over
I do not ever want to push you to do anything
I want you to have friends and live a life as I must as well
I want the best for you overall
we have changed much since back then
and I think that can strengthen us
yet we just will not go back for it
even I who really wants to
I do not have what it takes to try again
as much as I love you
I do not know if I could ever try again
so sweet yet so bitter as well
never know what to expect
never know if you will be yourself or not
to many unpredictable factors
I want you to suprize me from time to time
but not with a disagreement
I love you
you love me
do we proceed
or do we sit still and watch?
these answers I will never know