So you are here at last
we get to finally hang out
after finally finding days that we are not busy
in my mind testing possiblilities
trying to bond with you
I feel you slowly slip away

I always try to think positive
maybe I have it this time
my bright future is at hand
but it falls down everytime
I do not even know why I try

If you think I am being specific
look again if you will
step into my shoes
have those false hopes
just be dumped down to the bottom

Maybe you will feel just like I have
maybe you can understand
you can never understand
because your hopes and dreams come true
and my hopeless search continues on the other end