Darkness

A path
it lies
unclear
blinding
to ashamed to see
the pain that lives inside of me

Thoughts of unstability
nothing is clear
once again nobody is here
there is something inside me
or at least somewhat near...

No need to fear
when company and comfort are here
but here they are
no more
what you thought you once had
now is gone
darkness is spreading

Too blind to see
might as well be deaf as well
as there is nothing left for me to say
and today's words are not worth it to me
there is nothing comforting to be heard
leave me upon this state of mind
as it makes me see the truth
and if I decide you are worth my time
the I shall be released from this zone of self-confinement