123
By darkleprechaun
as i pull my life together it begins to fray around the edges.
my heart again becoming stone, all that she taught me slowly oozing away...
how to let go... how to live again,
but that's okay no worries now... life's so much simpler now.
the tears i thought had run dry begin to fall again at the loss of what
i might have had... seems everything is fragile... even my battle scarred
heart and as i see her leaving,
it too begins to fall apart... she hasn't really gone anywhere... physically...
but i can feel her leaving all the same...
i've lived through worse but i don't want to live through this again...
as if there's a choice!
I WILL NOT GIVE UP... I DON'T KNOW HOW AND WILL NEVER LEARN!!!
so i guess that's all for now... the rambling of a sad forlorn soul....
Comments on "123"
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On Tuesday, March 22, 2005, DeprivedOfReason
(30) wrote:
hmm... yes hmmm... wordless am i ... im sorry dave.. you feel this way.. i dont know if you used ::she:: as a metaphor.. im just overjoyed to have you writing again, and being privy to it..to parts of you
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On Tuesday, March 22, 2005, AniDayz
(812) wrote:
laced in emotion. the whole of this write- it is painful;possibly,b/c of my relation to a topic such as this,and i know how it is.i love the fist line,
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On Tuesday, March 22, 2005, AniDayz
(812) wrote:
an introduction to a seduction of a reality that is real;yet,so unfair.to have a relation to another, to see them as whole, but relate piece by piece ishard to do, and i honor you not giving up.and hope [she]feels your connection.
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On Tuesday, March 22, 2005, darkleprechaun
(56) wrote:
to a close friend... she should know who she is. dave
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On Wednesday, March 30, 2005, darkleprechaun
(56) wrote:
to dor... no metaphor... but she should know who she is. dave