"sin full"

Waiting is regret
No matter how you look at it will always be the same.
When you wait for what you truly want it leads to distress.
And all this world can not sooth the pain you fell.
This is life and love like you have never seen it.
This is the way that this crazy world works.
For everything I am, I lack.
For everything I do, I regret.
Solid boys, solid girls walk this earth.
Only to find that life is not quite so divine.
As you bleed for me you will come to understand all this.
And more will be your only reason to carry on.
This is your last breath and I am keeping it for my self.
This kiss, our final embrace.
Can you feel it?
Can you see the light come toward you?
I remember it all too well.
You stupid child whore, you know not what you do.
You’re falling away so fast that you can’t feel the ground.
One sweet kiss to ease all your pain.
Take in every last drop I give to you.
Or you will not survive.
I am the night, and I am pure darkness.
I have seen plagues, I have seen tears, I have seen many things in my long years.
But you, my sweet.
Your eyes are fluttering back and I see your pain.
But know it will not last, and this was all up to you.
You had your chance to live a normal life.
And all it leads you to was terror and strife.
Forgive me this awful sin.
But darling I just don’t know where to begin.
You heat was black from the moment I met you,
And now your veins freeze with the life I give you.
Your mine and always will be.
Your last breath was mine, and I saw you fall.
Next time you see me, you will have it all.