my sorrow

at night i watch you sleep
sometimes i see your eyes begin to weep
can those tears be for me
if they are why so do you weep
for i wasnt the one who wanted this
i wanted to be here but you cast me away
away like an old toy long forgotten
i wonder why i have outlived my usefulness
why have i become obsolete
you said you loved me once long ago
still you say it but i cant believe the lie
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your with him now and im happy for you
even though i died
but then you rub it in my face
and anger fills my heart with rage
day by day i sit and endour this punishment
was i destined for this
is this how im supposed to live
in suffering and sorrow
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it must be this way and only this way
i might as well make the best of it
i will get my revenge though
and it will be soon
someday soon...