Ignored for too long
Existence pending.
You really thought I could cope with it?
No, you didn’t think.
I was always the unthought last thing on your mind.
Do you know how that hurt me?
And again, something you would never think of.
Who would think of something that isn’t there...
And I never were to you.
A billion times my life,
I wasn’t there for you.
Without any claim on the right to existence.


Regardless of how loud I yell at you,
You notice everything but me.
And I’ve tried to break the bulletproof glass bubble
That seemingly orbs around me,
And makes every treacherous thought echo
A thousand times
Before it fades away.
But it’s not your fault, I created this bubble.
Never really cared for this world until it was too late,
And then it was too late.


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